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I hope all my readers enjoyed my 100 blogs and specifically the 100th blog "Positivity Rocks" stories of soul connections during my journey of writing. My 101st blog was going to continue with the same but see how positivity rocks. On 1st January 2022, I got "Tested Positive". We were very few friends who got together to welcome 2022; had made pot dinner that everyone had gotten from home, we relished it and had a great time being together. The next day, I had an upset stomach (of course it's natural) when you eat different food and different spices. Now, let me brief you all, I have a blessed life. I have survived two major illnesses in the past and one major accident while travelling. God is great! He has given me a bonus life to spread positivity. Because of my history of illnesses, some foods affect my digestive system. On 1st January, I got fever and then like others my family also got concerned about my health. The moment the temperature rose and the cold and stomach upset started, I searched for the medical kit to check whether we are "tested negative " so that we can move on. Out of concern for the family, I took the test and tested "positive". The new year was beginning with such positive results!!

At home, we took the test three times. It failed so we went to one of the best diagnostic centers. They did my test. My husband got worried so we did a rapid test to take quick action but it so happened that they took the test and they thought it's positive so they called us again to do another test. Now, since we went the second time, though my husband tested negative test at home, he felt like taking the test. Though he was negative at home, he also "tested positive" and he got results even before mine. Though I gave the rapid test before him, I got the report after two days. Here, I was wondering why I needed to be tested twice and my husband "got positive" in one test though he tested negative at home. I just went blank for the first two days. I didn't understand what was happening! So many questions were raised in my mind. I kept asking Why What When Where How?? I'm allergic to perfumes so I catch a cold sometimes. I'm not comfortable with some food so I get stomach upset sometimes, which is natural. I have isolated myself, which is fine but do I really need to do that?

I have a history of thyroid and two major illnesses in past. I'm a workaholic and so many times, health doesn't permit you to work. Following the Bhagwad Geeta, observing it and taking little depth knowledge of the rich cultural heritage of our country, India, I decided to go for ayurvedic treatment for myself. During my studies, especially having an interest in psychology, the most important lesson in life I learned is that one has to understand his or her body, mind and soul first and be alert about if changes occur. While writing, the last time I wrote that I understood my soul. Of course, my mind is already in that process as I have to spread positivity and happiness. This "positive" test will make me understand my body better. It is rightly said "The past is in your head, The future is in your hand." Today, everywhere for parental or for child's education or marriage, we get attracted by peers and now it has one more addition- the coronavirus. I have been taking ayurvedic treatment for the last few months and I was doing very well in my health issues and then I "tested positive" (which I still don't believe) added to my kitty. Everyone suggested different remedies. I called my doctor. He is 79 years old and not vaccinated. He came to see me though I "tested positive". He said that I know what is wrong with you and I will treat you.

Through family and peer suggestions, my faith in Lord Krishna and my positive intuition and my doctor's confidence, I decided to go against all and continue with his treatment and I recovered in 3 days. No fever, no stomach problem, no cough and cold. Also due to all medicines from natural plants and from our own heritage. The first day, I took medicines and he specifically said eat light food but since I was isolated, I didn't want to trouble others for specific foods. I ate whatever was made for others. That night, because of no physical activity and digestion issues like other times I got migraines and at night, I was searching for medicines for it to subside. At that time, I understood how important it is to follow instructions given for your good. We have come to such a life that nowadays we are just searching for medicines to cure. If one gets over, another comes and then one more... For how long will we keep doing this? The lesson learned here is that in life, whenever you come across any health problems, you may take an opinion in the first session but follow your intuition and follow one person whom you believe in and also believe instructions given by them. They know you and know your "nadi" and will guide you for your good. It doesn't matter if you follow allopathic or homoeopathic or ayurvedic treatment. Believe in yourself and those people who think good for you.

Today. it's a world of social media and marketing. You don't know where what is happening? 1000 tests are done at the place I visited. Very clumsy place; no idea how many staff were qualified or not, standards were maintained or not, quality was maintained or not. Do we see anything? Just following where the mass is going. Everyone accepted being "tested positive " and went ahead. I don't know how many viruses will keep coming. How many waves will we still keep seeing? I hope researchers know their thinking process need to be utilized in the removal of disease and not in finding diseases. We are using pregnancy kits to detect rapid tests at home. How many have fake results? The rapid tests are just unpredictable. My daughter's friends from the USA took two vaccinations and one booster dose, travelled so many places and still ''tested positive'' recently! I travelled during the pandemic at least 20 times in India in the last two years and to the US last April. I had heard about more dangerous viruses at that time. I treated hundreds of clients, gave free hearing aids to at least 250 kids and now with minimal health problems, still got " tested positive". I'm still not able to digest it. But the line " You have to be at your strongest when you're feeling at your weakest" always motivates me.

I don't have to complain about any politicians who do functions or whatever they are doing? I don't have to complain about celebrities whose functions are happening and are in the limelight. I'm not complaining about social media; how do they market? I'm not complaining about how media communicate? Recently, the CDC also declared RTPCR does not differentiate between flu and covid virus. My logic is that as we saw, so shall we reap. I was thinking when a volcano erupts, it generates more heat and then subsides and damages that part. Cyclone storms come when there is more heat generated from the earth and damages a certain area of the earth. Floods, again, happen in certain places and damages one part. Here, the whole world is getting affected. Let's ask why we created so much heat energy or was created by our scientific revolution? Whoever has created has to pay for it and have to be ready for the damage.

In these last 5 days of testing "positive", I read the Bhagwad Geeta again to read Lord Krishna's messages. The first message is, 'Whenever there is adharma, I will be there, to save and value the real unsung heroes and to kill the devils and to form dharma again. I will be there to spread love, happiness and positivity." Thinking about it, I realized that he is right here with us. His superpower is working. Whatever happened in these last two years since we didn't give justice to natural breath given by him, he made us wear masks. We didn't give justice to our nature, plants and water so he made us live with medicines. We didn't value our ancestors, family, community and country, so he made us live isolated. We were trying to control nature and humanity, he made our life unpredictable. While travelling, we have to think about everywhere we go. We don't even know when we will come back and at what time. We were not respecting our mind, body, soul and humanity he made us realize indirectly. Testing "positive'' made me realize positivity and faith that God is already here so the time will soon show us what is real. I always keep saying this to my self " Dear self, This is going to be your year. So dust yourself off and get started. Love me"

I gave a detailed description of my testing "positive". This story of mine will relate to every human being on this earth and they will have questions in mind the way I have. I have got the answers. Study the body, mind and soul, and have faith in Lord Krishna. I hope it will also help you to do so. This "the tested positive" episode of experience has helped me to be alert about myself. I hope it helps you as well. I pray to God that the energy of negativity fades away and only the energy of love, kindness and humanity with positivity gets spread on this beautiful earth. No more "the tested positive". Always keep recalling this "One who wins without problem it is just Victory. But one who wins with a lot of troubles that is History."